Posted: August 07,2009

After so many convincing and unpredictable pleads. Hell! I gave in. I’m not writing this to impress, boast or even savor the moments..I’m writing this to be read and to make me realize. Hail all the hypocrites! Hell! I am one of them.

Someone #2 became Someone #1..(Fingers crashing while writing..Drunk.)..Unexpected, unplanned..just don’t mind. Make me appreciate the moments more..

Someone #1 whose Someone #2 before held me and made my nerves stopped. He killed me..thoroughly..Hell! I also felt his crashing nerves too..

Flash of sparkling lights surrounded us. Moments captured. Never been so close to him..Again.

“Baka napipilitan siya..huwag na lang..”

Yes! I was forced to do it so. Girlfriends just asked for it..Hail all the hypocrites! Hell! I am one of them..But as lights flashed I can’t remember that I was forced to do it so..So close I can’t remembering anything..Lights off. Back to normal..

But as the night goes on..Girlfriends continued..

David Cook is singing.. “You will always be my baby..”

He hold my hands..for how many times..(Feeling the nerves..again..)..Took me in a dance. Hold my hands and put it in his arms..His hands holding my freaking hips..

“Ang bigat ng kamay mo..”

“Ang sama mo!..”

“Ikaw kaya ang masama..ISNABERA ka..”

Sigh.

“Makakaganti din ako sa inyo..(Pertaining to girlfriends)”

“Ihanap mo din kasi sila.. (Sabay tingin sa mata ko..)“

David Cook stopped.

“O sige tapos na..(Parang ayaw ata ako bitawan..)“

Thank God it ended.

Savor.

I can’t feel anything..Hail all the hypocrites! Hell! I am one of them.

*After shocks..SOON!!