Even said that I am falling? Even said that I had enough or he had enough of me? LOL! It’s just a piece of me..

I never deny nor confess..Yet I don’t know where this emotion will take me..I don’t know if it will take me farther or will take me just as I am..all alone..

Made me torn yet made me strong..Made me open yet made me egoed..He made glimmer then made me love..He made my all but all of these are false..Vague and pretends..

I can let go.

I can give up.

I get timid when girlfriends caught him..Guessed it’s not apt. I just imagined that I am invincible so everything will stop..

I entered the prime of myself and I hate insistent..I am prepared to be refused..I’m just afraid for the upshots. I never wish for any connections, I just wish he would see me just the way I should. But terribly, I don’t show to him the real me..I snob him, turn around when he is near, roll my eyes when he looked at me, condemn his looks..Yes! I am bad.

Just want to end everything. Must be kept and left unsaid.

Then I still fall and then will always fall.

I am seeking for the right time to seize him.

‘Till death do me fall.

Hearsays and gossips prepared me to stop and give up. Hearsays and gossips made me stronger. Stronger to stop and give up. Now, I can say..

‘Till death do me fall - I am getting over.

*Every part are LIES.